& you may say i'm a dreamer, but i'm not the only one

Thursday, August 03, 2006 9:59 PM

You've been walking around in tears
No answers are there to get
You won't ever be the same
Someone cries and you're to blame
Struggling with a fight inside
Sorrow you'll defeat
The picture you see it won't disappear
Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear

<*unforgivable sinner*>

He was fading from her mind &she clung to every little bit of him that she could. She deliberately thought about him every night right before she went to sleep so that she could dream about him. Sometimes she would b out &a familiar song or smell would transport her to another time & another place .A happier time. She couldn’t seem to let go. She couldn’t let go because she didn’t want to let go &she didn’t want to let go because he was all she had, but she didn’t really have him so she felt lost & confused